Tag: avoidant

  • Date delema

    Date delema

    Immediately you defined me
    Characterized my existence
    Put me in a category
    For your sexual fantasy

    goth, no
    emo, club kid,
    eh
    oh rocker chick
    that’s it

    how we clashed
    genres of rock
    a generation apart
    the dead,
    the grunge, the soul,
    and the funk

    false narrative
    it wasn’t enough

    mistook the attention for love
    common mistake
    a play thing, a toy
    you, my only joy
    not

    the narrative you desire
    to tell others
    how I suffocate
    didn’t give space
    when we both know
    you’re the one
    who needs to save face

    from your family and friends
    tell them I left
    again
    when literally
    you pushed me away in the end.