Tag: avoidant

  • Date delema

    Date delema

    Objectify female existence. 
    First date, defined
    Which category,
    perhaps for sexual fantasy

    goth, no
    emo, club kid,
    eh
    oh rocker chick
    that’s it

    how we clashed
    genres of rock
    a generation apart
    the dead,
    the grunge, the soul,
    and the funk

    false narrative
    it wasn’t enough

    mistook attention for love
    a common mistake
    play thing, a toy
    you, my only joy…
    not

    the narrative you desire
    to tell others
    how I suffocate
    didn’t give space
    when we both know
    you’re the one
    who needs to save face

    from your family and friends
    tell them I left
    again
    when literally
    you pushed me away in the end.