Tag: first date

  • First Date Scaries

    First Date Scaries


    Haven’t had this feeling
    since my first post divorce date
    now I’m fifty in

    casual conversation
    awkward giggles
    glint in the eyes

    working to impress
    the opposite sex
    at least for tonight

    fake chemistry
    the kind that says
    well, we met
    do we fuck yet

    dinner
    I O U
    he’s says
    in a hint

    I know I should slap him
    people pleaser mode kicks in
    the necking in the car
    I’m such a tease
    I’m sure you want more

    home. Safe…
    the text he wants the text
    we barely know each other
    but I text
    on high from the dopamine
    of a good kiss
    meh
    tomorrow I’ll wake
    I won’t want to know him